A Disciple's Thread

[Candy]

got it

[A Disciple]

@Candy thank you and WTF? LoL I got the dopest script started for a movie... it sucks cause how you get from there to movie?

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I don't wanna put it in here cause I don't want anybody to still the idea though... but it's real life dramatization on 3rd eye shit.

[A Disciple]

It’s called look straight and pay attention. But dead wrong that I could feel again. And even was laughing Just going to talk shoot blank like he did already pay for and serve his life sentence. Idk what to think either… not gonna be stupid. My ex sent it to me and I didn’t even tell him his name. If it’s a never again or not even like that he can still be a smoke friend and he can stay with his girl. Like they not gonna play us like that… you know? And everyone in it already.

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I’m on the he served side… does it ever go away?

[A Disciple]

Dang... has it been since 5/3? WoW

Interesting things for me and what I relate to and like... I have some crazy shit to write about. Like who WAS i talking to soul wise and stuff too.

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A very positive influence and I'm getting balanced out again


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@Candy for you too? LOVE this song but nah first position not me either,

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Yeah... someone had my back and I might have him back... pop pop pop so

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I'm not mad... it's kinda cool now that I know.

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When I stole that car I turned in GI Jane... it was crazy

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Yeah... my dr - I'm not the minaj but I'm mad close to most of them

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Ski Masks... I caught them in the woods and I dumped

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I'm definitely 5

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Exhaling... my town crazy LOL

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I felt the 3 pops after myrtle beach... I guess it WAS us - WHAT?!?! and thank you... just if I knew what was going on I wouldn't have been confused like i was in trouble or something. Or wouldn't have been so scared and felt them. And a motive that makes sense now too finally...

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Nah not even that but in how many ways are you gonna serve someone? If that's even what's up...

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Nah he was in jail... the one I was talking about with the 22 yrs but I think it was more like 25 yrs.

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He has a girl but I leaned over in the car a sec to lean on him and almost fell asleep right there.

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Truth is weed and brew just is how my summertime do
11am wilen out, puff a blunt a heinekin too
Keep me straight until 4:22
Life as Qs55 was just a one when trick turns bitch
Trying to play me like she ain’t the snitch
Fuck around and get the GB ditch
Bitches, bitches, bitches, got to put one down to make them shine
Truth is they feel my fire in every other line
But the get right aint anything like theirs I do mine
Lunatic, the addict can stop any time
Switch it up, light it up, pop it down or fight it with rhyme
Ordering coronas with lemons not limes

Chorus

Roll it up, take a hit, pass it around, light a cigarette
Take a shot, and pass it again – lights go down at 2am
This is just our winter nights, our circle crew yeah we owe you
To demonstrate how the ghost can do, inebriated between the two
Always around corners, it’s just how this game can do
We got your bitch and her lame little crew
Either way the blame lands on me or falls on you
To put to shame just what they’ll do
And don’t tell me cause maybe I’ll tell you
3rd world order, yeah I’m kinda high
Under what merit can your trick drive by
Evil is as evil do, and fuck you bitch maybe I O U
Hands on the wheel it’s either you or me
When the vision gets blurry and I can’t see

Chorus

Spring time come and it’s time to grow
Get the finance up, and make the dough
Time to airout, detox the flow
Bringing out that 3 day blow
Oh you think that I don’t know
How’d you think the guide would show?
Oh he thought that I can’t throw
Did he not see my black crow
Fuck the fire and fuck the light
Let’s get high every night
Reel it in, and stop on sight
Save it for a party night
Every season there’s an autumn too
If you took the oath like the players 2
Then just don’t tellem how bad girls do
Surrender now and go on through
Life for me is just fun and jokes
Tell me how it is for your other folks
Take to the rarest of rare
Smoke um out everywhere
I don’t care if it’s weed or brew
Top or bottom you know how we do

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Hands on the wheel - did you notice every other line rhymed or was like a side story type too? I worked hard on that one.

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That's not the poem I was looking for though

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I can't find my ready or not I was read it before I reclaim it... I have paper copy though.

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I DONT WANT TO JINX IT... I'm back to work and phasing out yay again. And getting dressed has been easier too. That's what I meant when I said damn 5/3

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Smoking weed again too...

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A lot of parts...



Not conceited, superficial and I started off selling weed too.

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Cause I feel like I am getting my sanity back and when everybody asks why or what I do things... cause I'm trying to feel again. "I asked for ICE and I got it - along with the SUV too" and like... when me and my ex broke up then all the sudden he wanna hit it raw - our entire relationship when we lived together we used condoms sooo...

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Another real song for me... only "if he taught you better than me then why did you fall asleep" "the person you was getting wasn't me" stuff like that



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This spanish guy I was dating had me sell his bags but me and C never gave him back his money

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I remember having to make lists of the people I slept with too LoL

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I wanna know who wrote it...

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Making sense of the dreams and like seeing the bright what I want side vs I really need to know what it is side.

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If he locked me down I didn't know and he let me do my thing...

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When he said you're a little more humble now I laughed but I'm not sure he knows to what extremes or if any BUT I'm not going to dismiss what he has to say cause I trust god, I'm trusting my instinct, and I'm trying to get us all paid and having fun too. We got mad stories around here.

Ironically he's been with his girl almost 10 years and it's been 9 since I got dropped so

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I'm not selfish or privy I'm not well enough for the spot and nah not gonna try to take it either that's why I said on my IG that I will eventually be back around for closure I need to get better too though.

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AND protection. I know how you all did that I remember and in my religion it's not disrespectful at all but that other shit is.

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I'm not going to ask but I do remember him going to the clinic he had blue balls so bad so I doubt it...

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I'm pretty sure I told him no man comes before 13 but not sure for fact I did but I will.

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He's definitely a link and even one of those angels in unexpected places. Why I left? I thought I needed someone stronger since I'm so sick mentally and like he needed someone stronger. Power couple are we not.. but he came out way stronger than I realized.

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Smart as fuck too...

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He's been helping my common sense but I realized how bad my memory has gotten too.

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Other things as well... but

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Like... maybe its our turn to get paid and you all can get paid again too!

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Down to the white acs in hail mary... I wrote most it out but I wish I could show it.

[Candy]

respect im glad your doing well im an anarchist so i love that you like our music.. xoxo kisses and hugs for you your ish dope..

[A Disciple]

I slept so good last night too

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@Candy your ish is dope too and I come from a house of metal heads I ended up liking hip hop cause I danced from K-9 ... but that underground hip hop has more metal ties then you realize I think

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I love trap rap and evolving too..,

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You know "Candy Rain" was the last song Hollins danced to? I like your name and on this angel tip - thanks for talking to me too, How did you get the name? @Candy

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I'm coming from the he was on our side too and when you shoot it's usually one of yours to go down especially since I was blocking. but he definitely lifted to heaven... I felt that too

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His eye flashed gold in the school yard the day before...

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It's very rare I see and eye... like only 2-3 maybe but from people's reactions sometimes when I'm talking to them I might flash too

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Anarchy so no authority? "You opened the door now I am out you annually" ... I can respect that on some levels because you're held to stand on your own and make best decisions for your after in my opinion @Candy

[Candy]

lol im a metal head to i came from a school where there was lots of artists and this one of the groups i use to art around with



im glad you slept well.. hehe its cool i dont mind chatten especial with a girl that seems to have an endless quill hehe

i got the name candy from my father/john candy when i was young my parents were seperated and he died his name was john and before he died i was told of another john that died which was from the artist section and i was heading towards finishing school as an advanced student as art as my major so for awhile i was just using a cover name - cereal killer from the movie hackers cause i liked the idea that the band korn came up with its not the name that makes the person but the person that makes the name.. n i popular as ck which out lived the original cereal killers story which i was using.. so then i was like dude ima make a dedication name because i just out lived that concept of malcom x - n i want something cute and gangster but also funny..

so i came up with jonny knows candy

[A Disciple]

@Candy dang John candy was your dad?

I’m supposed to be working but my call list is dead I’m a listen to the song

You ever blue October? I love the song hate me and the one where he talks about hiding the bodies on the way home lol

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I love you talking to me… thank you! Sometimes it reminds me to shut up and remember I’m not the only one here that reads this )

[Candy]

nah but basiclly lol

[A Disciple]

@Candy what you mean LoL

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Exhaling but maybe it is for facts like… I never found right, I never been married, I never had babies (that I can confirm) but like

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Debating

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It’s where I’m at right now I can’t promise tomorrow I change my mind real easy

[Candy]

like they just died around the same time so i did a double dedication thing.. you know like john they are both called so i call myself jonny

[A Disciple]

Just need this to be a little easier… and less confusing

[A Disciple]

I got locked up twice and don’t really remember which one was first

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Stan? A real disrespectful cliche but no harm no foul… I really do wanna write and get paid and show how I saw and see when I’m gone. And if everyone was writing then I didn’t know so you all got paid then and how?

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I realize why I’m late I just don’t know why…

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The insanity? Don’t try to wake me up either hoe… who the fuck are you and who do you really think you are for real!

[A Disciple]

@Candy that’s just crazy to me… I used to love the movie “Uncle Buck”

What’s the weather like over there? It’s finally warmed up here in CT USA

[Candy]

i love uncle buck they played it on free tv awhile ago n i watched it again and loved it like always