….Eulogy for Me
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A man who stood with his emotions worthless
Drowning in a sea of apathy, never breaking the surface
A hard kid…one who smiled at the Devil and said
“by gones are bye gones where in this level its spread”
Hopes went over the horizon, and faded to dusk
An erosion of soul where it then erased in the rust
Trapped in a see through cell for many ages of time
A destiny forgotten in His plan of pages and lines
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….was I patient in mind, rather erasing the signs!
Never made the cut in this so called stage of my life
I was a man who stood tall in site, but full of cowardice
Never meant gravity inside when I said theres no pull to power shit
A witness to see that LOVE is really L.ying O.ver V.ivid. E.ssence
In timid lessons I learned to breathe in her livid Presence
I was the inner depth soul of our peoples slave songs
While she was the owner’s anger from hearing it days long
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…pacing back in forth, knowing that I should believe in the role
…………….Breathing my last airs until God then needed my soul
In the pitch black of night, I count the stars in the skies
A hit past the hole in my life, so it’s a par to the wise
A scar in the size….that sliced away life high and vertically
Eyes rolled back to my brain, as Torture let off with a sigh that urgently
He was done with his job, feasting on the mass of my joy
Then laughed brilliantly finishing his task on this boy
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I tried hard in life, but came out empty inside
Corrupted in stride by the amount of envy and pride
Those that knew me know I’m smiling and leavened
…and ill do my best to come again and haunt you from heaven