Visions of death I see it..
it's in my mind aint it
a closer step 2 da coffin mein i pray I hope I make it
When depression sets in it's really hard 4 u 2 fake it
then u get fed up like fuck it well come on and take it
faces of death keep me rollin up sess.......let it set in my chest
I cant get foucsed
scared 2 go 2 sleep fightin 2 keep my eyes open
gettin closer 2 them gates I swear I hear them horns blowin
body temperture drop
im fellin so cold
22yrs old fellin like a lost soul
it's only 2 roads and I dont know which way 2 go
life like a movie do the right thing or cop blow
see I come from a family tree of inmates and addicts
couldn't be the chink in the chain I picked up the habit
why is this happen the devil laughin this just aint rappin
take me off this planet
fuck it send me 2 saturn
I aint followin patterns readin up closin the chapter
my book of life show's struggle
I dont know about laughter
askin my pastor why I keep seenin scences of disaster
take me outta my mindstate that's be poision wit madness
when will they realize that I wont jepordize or compromise 2 sell my soul to the devils enterprise
so many dark days one day there will be sunshine
whateva god decides for my life I swear I'll formalize
into somethin bigger not just being that average nigga
it's hard 2 wash away my sins and be that rightous nigga
baptize me in enternal fire mein fuck a river
product of my enviroment it's pumpin thru my system
