A Disciple's Thread

[Baron Mynd]

Yo @A Disciple I’m intrigued

Is it you just talking to yourself in all these posts or you got someone else logging into your account and are just having a conversation with them here like you both don’t know what WhatsApp is?

[A Disciple]

Talking to many people… I do believe someone was fucking around on my account and what is what’s ap? @baron _mynd

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Letter to My Daughter

I stood for the lord and lost my head by the sword
I would’ve bartered but there was nothing he could give me
Just the knowledge of bitches acting shifty
I was naive - I hope you could forgive me for that
But if it’s you what would you do?
It make me wanna spit when they call someone fat
FACT… CAT… NOT… SAT
My mom was anorexic and my sister used to drink to throw up
So fat was a stand I was proud of growing up
If 150 is…
I hope you get it too
No matter how much evil do
The Lord taught me every game I play I lose
So the answer or decision wasn’t so hard to choose
Just a muse… smfh
A’ight…
BET they don’t even know what’s wrong over right
Or know by all the things they’re chasing that they can lose in sight
Tell your father for me - it still ain’t right
Tell your father for me - I just wanna write
Tell your father for me - I got his social and ain’t decided
But he heard the death cry and stopped
Most are divided
And father please forgive me for forgiveness is something I know they take for granted
And everything thing else on the field - a horseman - I know they can’t stand it
But what’s evil is they just expect and expect it too
Me? I never took it for granted - just like I don’t want you to
Kiss on the cheek… I see you every day
This shit on Meek… I know they should pray
And the only way I can tell you what’s true
Is making sense of the illusions and realize I only got 3 split seconds to remind me I was pregnant with you
DRAFT

[Baron Mynd]

So there are several different people logging in to the A Disciple account to have an on-going conversation in here?

[A Disciple]

Nah just shit posted that I know I didn’t say

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To be honest… so mad I wanna pop right now

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I don’t want to be here right now… I don’t want to be me right now…

[A Disciple]

I hate you



Hach u… bless you
I remember what I meant when I used to say it too
I ain’t blow yet but the Italians call me shamu
Shine… well that’s a lot
Too much more then me and you
Tf you think I am…
Even if I was a thot
Treating me like this too
Writing…
That’s what I love more than you
Angling in on my got me cornered like you didn’t know I was 2
Nah… FUCK YOU

The drs all said yeah you’ll be alright
But they didn’t comprehend the fight
Just like them angels too
They hold your hand crying but they want stop them either
I don’t believe in you either
What is ether?
Lick… you say what’s up with all that
But I ain’t the bitch smoking crack
I’ll say it, I’ll test you cause I want to die
Maybe you can be the 4th babies daddy
Now I’ll tell you why…
All phony…
I’m about the money
When impossible just said he with it too
But nah fuck that I’m not giving him to you
You gotta come hard if you want me to put this writing down
Loyalty learned with no faith when screaming without a sound

I ain’t just did it for you you
I did it for ugly too
Better late then never…
No love lost none found
But I’m a still live forever?

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But I’m used to it… I’m a still live forever*

[A Disciple]

I Still Hate You Too

I hate it when I sway cause when I notice I am it hurts me more
But I’m still real with what I say and I never was the whore
Just like the raven… never more
Love never more
Love died when I was chasing what for
I needed you to remind me who I am
But still I bleeded you… now I don’t think I ever can
In class but i ain’t ever seeing graduation
Time passed but these days I no longer shoot with no hesitation
Who was the best then?
Everyone waiting watching what 25 years would do
But what would you do if he believed them more than you
Nickel I’m thru…
I want to drink away the pain
But it drives me more insane
To sit in my skin and let their ceremony begin
Fuck that it makes me hate him even more
But I ain’t did shit in sin
So much more that I’m closing the door
What the fuck am I here for?
He want me to pretend like shit is always right
But nah, now all we do is fight
And all I wanna do is cry and write
But this shit really on you
She gone now…
Did you ever think of that too?
Nah fuck you

[A Disciple]

It’s gonna be another hard can’t sleep night

[A Disciple]

FUCK HIM

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Praying it be like mental and by the grace of god just pass out

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3 most dangerous words?

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In the music industry? Idk cause I’m just in this writing but I would say at first bat… take an oath

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I’m just gonna ramble until I feel better

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It’s too late to fix and I don’t want to be a sucker

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I got trust issues

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Not cause karma cause it feel like everybody must hate me to go thru all this for so long

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Everyone joking like don’t hurt him

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I get it… by why he came in to hurt me

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Playing with peoples emotions not funny

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He hasn’t even noticed my mom stopped cooking dinner around him like a week ago… I think she’s made pork every night

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LoL

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You go mom… I don’t know where my strength has gone

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Build someone up just to break them down… why?

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And then the weird shit about the chocolate in my pocket disappearing

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Is he running or go run rounds on me too?

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Cause the more we fight the more I get lost driving and stuff

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But there’s only 2 people that could’ve took them and it fucks with my head

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The chocolate and someone put a life saver instead

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I’m not with a life or miracles like that

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I don’t like you I will never like you leave me alone

[Baron Mynd]

Is this your YouTube channel?

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYu...fdtoO0-9BLp6TA

[Soule]

Is this your YouTube channel?

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYu...fdtoO0-9BLp6TA

I'll give you a medal if you can go five pages writing verses with her verses.

[Baron Mynd]

What you mean, like collabs?

[Soule]

Yep.

[Baron Mynd]

lmao you don’t wanna see me do that while you’re on a mental health crusade / anti-cyber bullying kick

[Soule]

Why?

[A Disciple]

Collab collab collab!!! It’s not hardly about mental health

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That’s my old AOL name… I might’ve started the channel