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    LoL... thanks guys for making me smile @Emily @Soule @Candy
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    respect look after yourself lovely xoxo

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    Can’t sleep on X… feeling like 50 in a hospital bed recovery unit in my own house talking MAD shit from bed LoL (it’s been a long time coming for some comfort and peace and recovery again) like mini massages pulling out the tension without it hurting more or the same. Like I hate those massages that hurt getting knots out like the last one or you’re sore after even though it helped SOME!

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    Dream or not but when my ex was outside the hospital room talking to the cop or security guard who ever it was at the desk outside my door and how I tried sitting up and screaming no and passed back out. Reminds me of the white lawyer in that movie that got in over his head, became an arrogant prick, and was killed in his hospital bed… wtf movie was that? I can’t for the life of me remember… not a good look and not me either!!!

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    Saw another documentary how you DONT shoot again… TBH like… some people just really need to be disciplined though… like why am I gonna sit here some crazy abused bitch and NOT protect myself? You have a divine instinct to protect your life at all costs. Why wouldn’t I shoot someone off me in self defense?! What else is there to do?!? Just sit here and let them?!?? Nah that’s not fair or right!!!!
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    these are the best parts of the movie belly




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    Can’t sleep on X… feeling like 50 in a hospital bed recovery unit in my own house talking MAD shit from bed LoL (it’s been a long time coming for some comfort and peace and recovery again) like mini massages pulling out the tension without it hurting more or the same. Like I hate those massages that hurt getting knots out like the last one or you’re sore after even though it helped SOME!

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    Dream or not but when my ex was outside the hospital room talking to the cop or security guard who ever it was at the desk outside my door and how I tried sitting up and screaming no and passed back out. Reminds me of the white lawyer in that movie that got in over his head, became an arrogant prick, and was killed in his hospital bed… wtf movie was that? I can’t for the life of me remember… not a good look and not me either!!!

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    Saw another documentary how you DONT shoot again… TBH like… some people just really need to be disciplined though… like why am I gonna sit here some crazy abused bitch and NOT protect myself? You have a divine instinct to protect your life at all costs. Why wouldn’t I shoot someone off me in self defense?! What else is there to do?!? Just sit here and let them?!?? Nah that’s not fair or right!!!!
    Need those bars in wax, stop playing hard to rap

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    @Candy that guy was good and funny too… thanks for sharing!!!

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    @Pair-A-Dyce what Barrs you need? What’s the topic?

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    I got tons and tons posted already…

    Written to Too Late

    Love, there’s too many facets
    Now I’m even more confused
    That’s what coming in from the side gets
    Don’t think I’d ever choose
    You wanted that throat, I showed you it was you
    Dreaming the whole time, then look what you do
    Coming from parallel worlds, you right
    How I get so ghetto?
    That fight…
    When my mom got slapped back to poor
    Cause she left, she didn’t obey…
    Oh believe me I know that you know
    It makes me hate it even more everyday
    Look at us now, how we all change places
    Sitting in my car riding home thinking about all them faces
    Knowing…
    Who believes a black man about his plight
    Especially when they see the girl sitting next to him is white

    “Must not know who she’s dealing with… etc”
    Let the chorus play

    It can’t be right?

    I know inside you have more love for her
    But you never told me and I won’t assume what we were
    The night of the concert you didn’t invite me to
    Pacing all night, the next day I found that hairband too
    If it wasn’t for when that time you finally slapped me
    It was for the reasons I snatched them dishes and put them on the balcony
    Like you said… who is schooling who
    When he woke me up to give me a bite too
    “You was really the realest I just think your pride is just”
    Maybe in the reverse you see it was you
    But you left me just standing there so confused by what you do
    And when I fucked him, I felt them snap me out of the spell
    So don’t pretend you don’t know how the snowflake fell
    I can tell…
    How am I supposed to trust you now?
    Your eyes still be killing me
    Like I don’t know you’re still walking… how?
    I’m lucky still parts of you be feeling me

    Let the chorus play

    The slow mo… that’s how I saw the gun
    And when I screamed and you all ducked
    It was god that made them run
    We got it done…
    Ever think that is for all it was
    Cause I always gain a new enemy for all that this does

    I just wanna have fun

    You always asking why I write so dark
    That’s like asking a dog not to bark
    But maybe that means you read a word or two
    So one day I know you’ll read this one and realize the wish was for you
    I take it back too

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    I need the vocals tho. I'll make you a beat.

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    You totally have to listen to the first verses of the audio to understand the meaning… when the metal starts, start reading…. Maybe if you actually follow my direction you would understand my work

    Soldiers, that is what we are – who cares if they say we live our lives behind bars
    Something unattainable can be obtained, for our seeds to be maintained
    We give our lives too, and don’t judge a name of a man you never met
    And in your heart, you feel the beat, a reminder to never forget
    The double edged sword of master trickery – who can be him… You, me, or he?
    To those who have fallen we tip our bottles in homage, a last piece of bread,
    For an offering, a reminder on their grave stones instead.
    We recognize eyes to distinguish our alibis
    And we will tell lies if it confuse them with the truth
    Tattooed and scarred - reminders of our troubled youth
    We whisper in the whims of the night to each other
    And no matter what - we stand brother to brother
    We mastermind in dreams and send a glitter through the eye
    While those un-afflicted sit back and judge us on why
    Chained to a destiny with no way out but death
    Loyalty sealed with confirmation of last breath
    Adrenaline that runs so deep, sometimes for 24 hours
    With appetites for destruction that slowly devours
    In us, we never cower… true to thy selves we behold the ultimate power
    The Vikings, they call it Valhalla, at the table where the Judaists break challah
    It is a place where we are freed from persecution of who we are to be
    Rewarded, cause in ourselves we stayed true… the ultimate test of loyalty.

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    Just heard that song and thought of that piece…

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    The song is Valhalla by white lion I think…
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    LoL... thanks guys for making me smile @Emily @Soule @Candy
    Merry Christmas A Disciple and everyone else reading this.
    Stay safe, have fun x

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    The song is Valhalla by white lion I think…

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    So Guys… I just saw the DMX movie and documentary on hbo that recently he was being re vamped so like… my belly v (5) idea and him dying, and him being so spiritual like… I know some of you on here not can make it happen but at least throw it out there as tribute to X too. Like I’m trying to figure out what 50s, Games, like I’m not to up to date on the belly series myself but it can be a tool valuable to some people since there really isn’t a lot of alternative information out there.

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    @Emily Merry Christmas XoX …
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    It’s my first Christmas without my dad and that song reminds me SO much of my parents and how my dad would play Neil Diamond practically the entire trip to north myrtle beach where our family vacation condo was. Everything divided at the head and my family all broke apart mostly at the divorce. At least what a conventional family is. Most people from my hometown don’t even know I had siblings cause I didn’t move here until 9th and they finished their senior year at their old school and BOTH moved out and established so young. I’m “failure to launch” 5x now… like the movie and my dad could probably tell when I’d be over it and not happy again. I know my dad would get anxious I wasn’t married. I just can’t do it. And haven’t met any man that I would. That inner bitch shit will fuck you up. He was supportive of me, my father… and I can’t get over the bad dream I had. Its like my universe is flipped upside down and everything is wrong and back wards. And me? I’m just trying to get back to my side again. When someone takes a spiritual decision from you or tries to it’s just against your soul and entire core being. And you’re stuck there… I’m not that weak. Anyways Dad… I love you, I miss you, and I know you were trying to wake me up too. I’m sorry I’m not doing much better but its not like I didn’t tell you all before. I was in a long line at the drive thru like at the car wash where we had our last real conversation. I went to speak but forgot of things to say… what ever you need of me to get thru yourself I’m here. No one on this earth can love you as much as we do! Merry 1st Christmas in heaven.
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    It does seem to be after i post… the tap I don’t mind so much it’s just where like nah… and there’s two… theres a feminine light one I can’t stand. Then the other one on me that keeps insisting on pains and head aches and my hands over my face and all that I can’t stand too. Like when did I become some jungle gym anyone think they can climb on? A bunch of strangers in the dark when strangers have hurt me before. And this ish isn’t entertaining it’s abusive and tiring as fuck. You’re abusive miracles have tortured me… why do you refuse to stop and get off me for real?

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    Buffalo wanna abuse his doll then hug and kiss her (THATS twisted)

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    Too twisted for me in any case

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    Quote Originally Posted by Emily View Post
    Merry Christmas A Disciple and everyone else reading this.
    Stay safe, have fun x
    Don't indirectly Merry Christmas me

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    Merry Christmas @Pair-A-Dyce … what’s up with that beat?! Did you see the topical they’re trying to start?
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