THE REALEST SONG EVER TO ME, I HAD TO FIX IT, AFTER I FULLY UNDERSTOOD!
I think back to the time when we first met…
I remember every moment, I can never forget.
We fell in love that night, laying, staring at the sky
Who ever thought me and you would be the ones to say goodbye.
And at the time with all the things I was going through…
You just stole my diary, stole my heart, and made me part of you.
You introduced me to a life that helped me to find a way…
And from that moment on - every day for you I would pray.
Every struggle I felt, every hit I took with you,
But now that you’re gone, I don’t know what to do.
Sometimes the pain would take me to my knees…
I’d just look back up to the sky crying and begging the Lord please.
With you, I’d always compete.
I’d ask - you’d say no - I find it my way - then repeat.
It seems like we were so damn happy when we were building
But not everything that glitters is gold, it’s just gilding.
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In the beginning, all the girls, I really and truly didn’t care.
Because those bitches didn’t have shit on us, and of that, I was well aware.
But then it, they, them, it all became too much…
I became jaded and my emotions became out of touch.
I have never been as much of a soldier, as I been, when it came to me and you…
With you by my side, there wasn’t a god damn drill I couldn’t get through.
I’d give my life for you, for this game, but it wasn’t ever returned…
How many times were you all gonna sit back and watch as I got burned?
Well now I’ve learned…
Even to this day, sometimes I forget who I am, without you…
But I know it’s not reciprocated so what was a girl supposed to do.
I sould, with every memory scorched and scarred on my back
Clear minded I planned a style of attack
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At first I called you when I saw them outside; I needed help, now I need to know why
You left me with the decision get robbed, go to jail, or die.
I chose to do the laundry because at least the decision was mine.
But I can’t believe of all people YOU were the one to put me on that line.
Round two, no more me and you, I thought I found a love that was true
I jumped all in, put the dice on the table, with the strength to be willing and able
Game day came, same circumstances,
Knowing there were no more second chances
This time I stood firm with the eyes in back of me
Cause a promise is kept with a breath that was taken from me
But I am not going to sit here and cry. Not one more fucking tear…
Cause with me and you gone, I swear to fucking god I have not left one more fucking fear.
They say once a good girls gone bad she is gone forever… I say never, just a bad girl wishing she could be good now just fall back and respect like you should.
