I wrote this after I completely ceased all communication with this lying, slutbag whore I dated for a while. She filled me with so much rage...the angrier I got, the more I improved this song. I'm leaving the hook out because it's pretty weak. anyways, here's the verses...
Why in the fuck did you pick me to be your trash can?
For my last stand, I ban you from my life eternally
It was certainly a living nightmare
You falling for every guy willing to talk with you
And I’ll just release the shocking truth
I knew from the start that something was wrong with you
‘Cuz you’d date any fuckin stooge who’d agree with your sick views
Still, I stayed true after I found you were dating two other guys
I’ll stick a clock in your severed head and drop-kick it to see time fly
You fed me lies until my state of mind just up-and-died
During our first date to the movies, you even looked me in the eyes
I took you to your prom, met a different girl who had turned me on
But my will was strong, so I danced with you ‘til the night was gone
It felt so wrong to stay with you, when I truly hated you
Wanted to beat you ‘til you turned black-n-blue, but we made it through
The sacred truth is all you wanted, but I kept to myself
I felt guilty ‘cause deep inside, I wanted someone else
I spoke with a few of my friends ‘cause their girlfriends told ‘em shit
About how much you really liked me, so I chose not to let go of it
I just decided to keep quiet, hoping that your feelings would fade
But you never gave up, and I couldn’t keep you far enough at bay
The worst had happened – left me unhappy, never laughing
And every single hug you gave me felt like a thousand knives stabbing
All of this blasphemy made me hate you even more
So I blocked you out completely since I couldn’t get rid of you before
You ruptured my emotions – it felt like nuclear explosions
I dreamt of violent convulsions, and you didn’t even seem to notice
I had to focus on a quicker way to end the hurt and pain
With a shotgun in my mouth, about to take myself out like Kurt Cobain
verse 2:
Another day goes by – I’m alive while hating myself
Every time I saw you, I wanted to turn your face into a welt
Drowning my thoughts in alcohol, I had the bitch drunk by my side
My cousin took us out for interrogation, and I had to lie
Every question was followed by the best response I could think of
I had to say that I liked you – and after that, I’d had enough
Held you in my arms throughout the rest of the night, and it was fine
You got upset when I said I wouldn’t mind if you went with other guys
You said it would be too awkward for us to hang out
When you’re the slut who wanted me – don’t deny it
When we stopped talking, it caused a fuckin riot
Billy and Nicole fell in love, and that was pretty much the end of us
Blaming me for all of your mistakes just because you were jealous
I guess our friendship sank to the bottom quicker than the Titanic
Convinced it was finally over, I had no more reasons left to panic
Except you caused my hatred for females to rise to a higher level
Then I listened to the message on my cell phone, and speak of the devil
You told me that you really missed me,
And you wanted to see me soon – not very likely
I thought it was God Himself trying to smite me
You’re a fucked-up obsessive bitch, missing the heart to care
With your oversized tits, you belong with the hookers in Time Square
I deleted the message...figured I could just forget it
And Vic, if you ever call me again, you will regret it
Watch who you mess with – death is a promise I’m bound to keep
If you’re ever back in town, I’ll slit your throat while you’re sound asleep
verse 3
I stumbled upon your secret web page a few days ago
It proves you’re a ho . . . the truth is exposed
And you didn’t even think to mention me
The thought has been fucking with me mentally
I was only searching for relief and a strong sense of peace
Found out you’ve been with five different guys in a single month
There’s one or two you’ve fucked, and some you make-out with for fun
You can’t control it – most of the innocent comments were bullshit
Being a filthy slut and giving it all up is your own fuckin fault, bitch
I hope this weak twat dies in labor; you fuckin cheap fraud
You jump from guy-to-guy like it’s a fuckin game of leapfrog
You tell more lies to be on the safe side, but I know the fatality
And probably by this time, you’re more played-out than Pamela Lee
Never in my life have I felt so fucking used
Sure you like it now, but in the end, you will surely lose
Since you have a boyfriend, I’m confident I’ll never see you again
Finally, I can breathe without the anxiety of someone hell sent
The only love in my life is the simple beauty of pure hatred
I see the path to eternal darkness; and since I’m heartless, I’ll take it
Witnessing people in love these days really makes me sick
I don’t even think I have that emotion anymore, so my life is shit
Thanks to this dirty bitch, I may never trust another girl
The sight of every female makes me hurl; let me out of this dying world
I think I’m going crazy, and there’s nobody who’s willing to save me
Because of my looks, all that a girl will ever proceed to do is hate me
That’s how it’s been lately, and it will continue for the rest of my days
I should’ve taken a chance with the current girl, but I was too afraid...