To: Shadows

Response to: Shadows

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Never was the type that needed more
Until the times I beat down satans door
Look to my past… you can’t say I was a whore
But still nobody could tell me what the war was for
I call it 2/4
2 stares, 2 glares, too many aware
Don’t act like I didn’t tell them beware
I used to think the shit wasn’t fair
Until I caught a glitch listening to beanie feel it in the air
I’d chant light as a feather w 2 fingers as they lift
Then started smiling and not saying shit
Just watching…
Eventually my curse turned into a gift
And my bullies started driving me home in shifts
Halos and horns - i could see them with a naked eye
I call them tongues
But nobody relate or can even tell me why
I was mad young
Did it for…
The name of my father, the Holy Spirit and his only son
Then they all became one
I can’t believe I started sniffing coke
But promised myself I won’t do something I can’t admit to and became but of their joke
Hey… at least I wasn’t broke
And it’s actually more sobering then the weed I used to smoke
And then one day my shadows spoke
I can’t tell you what they said
It’s the only thing that keeps me alive and not dead
The G was never me it was Fred
Until I took a picture of that green dot on my forehead
To make a long story short
I ain’t here to report
But I even saw them in court
And felt the punishment of the one that chronically abort
I wasn’t the one that pulled the stick that was short
Just wanna know how much I owe in child support
I never knew why I was beating down his door
I think I break my mind cause I feel my soul more
“Many men… wish death on me, blood in my eye and I can’t see” ~ 50
Hey I’m just trying to be the best I can be
And I can’t help what they don’t see
My shadows… my children - I would’ve had 3
How would you feel if you was me?
My entire life straight apathy

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Never got my answer until they shot me