Fucked Up Shit (must read)
shes drippin in sweat n cryin tears of pain
shes broken in more ways you could ever name
wearin the dress her father got her up in maine
she doesnt see the beauty in it no more cuzza the huge blood stain
she was pure before this not puttin up witht he bull shit
she carried mase with her n she knew how to use it
but she froze n couldnt do it when she saw her friend get hit wit that bullet
n a man wit his finger on the trigger n she knew he would pull it
he forced her down on the ground with her face in the pavement
to go home after this she just couldnt face it
cuz her moms out fuckin n her pops always wasted
her legs are bruised up n her face is cut in 8 different places
shes waitin, n shakin hopin hell be done real soon
keeps her eyes shut when they're open she only stares at the moon
its true, this girls beaten, bloody, n bruised
but it dont compare to the pain of her inside wounds
he grabs her n throws her behind a dumpster
she feels dead all alone n like nobody wants her
thinkin hes gone now she gets up to run
turns the corner n theres that some man with that gun
knowin hes out lookin for his next female victim
she thinks quick cuz she wont let him do it to another one
she slowly walks backwards n lays on the ground
starts coughin n screamin tryin to be real loud
knowin the guy would come back to keep her quiet
she starts kickin and bangin the ground makin all kinds of riot
here he comes now with his gun aimed right at her head
in 30 seconds or less she knows one of them will be dead
shut the fuck up now bitch were the words he said
pulled her up by her hair all around there was red
she was prayin to god to forgive her if she took this mans life
but she knew she was only doin what she knew was right
he bent her head back and put the barrell in her mouth
she tried quickly to get courage n get over her self doubt
cuz this is the moment that makes all the difference
she starts swingin left n right hopin for more hits than misses
when she opens her eyes shes standin there wit a gun
wit a man layin dead now thinkin shes the bad one
she put the gun to head knowin thats the only way to forget it
maybe she woulda held on a little longer if she knew she was 10 minutes pregnant
Holler at yer Girl
